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Given a choice between grief and nothing, I'd choose grief.
Last Wednesday, I received a tragic email. I was sitting with my big boy, reading a book, when the light in my Blackberry began blinking. He noticed first and I read the message.
It stated that one of my MISSters, Christa Bown, died two days prior.
As shock numb my mind, I raced downstairs to call Dr. Joanne Cacciatore, CEO and founder of The MISS Foundation. I just needed to hear her voice, sobbing, to know that it was true.
She was 35. She was exiting the parking lot of a grocery store when she was killed in a car crash. A senseless tragedy, without a doubt.
I met Christa many years ago. I was already a moderator for The MISS Foundation Online Support Groups when she joined. Her precious daughters, Caitlyn and Alexa died.
I remember her excruciating pain. She loved her girls so much. I was honored to know those precious little girls through their loving mom.
Even when she was in the pit, she would always reach out to others. Her compassion never lessened.
Then she became pregnant with her twins, Tyler and Austin. Her joy for having her baby boys in her arms was palpable through her words. Each shared milestone, each anecdote brought a smile to my face.
Christa had a great sense of humor. Her wit made me laugh so hard, she brightened many of my days.
Christa was a great friend. She was always there for me, even though we never met in person. But we knew each other. We shared the worst pain and the merriest joy. We sat in the pit together and then helped each other out of the hole of sorrow. Our grief over the death of our children formed an unbreakable bond between us.
She reached out to others in grief more than 9 500 times on the MISS Support Groups, plus many, many times in a more private way.
She was a thoughtful and caring friend. I cannot imagine anyone that knew her, didn't got transformed by that little, intelligent, loving, blonde beauty.
I know she touched my life in a profound way. I am a better person because of her.
As John Taylor said: While we are mourning the loss of our friend, others are rejoicing to meet her behind the veil.
I know she now holds her precious girls in her loving arms, forever.
I am certain that many, many precious children gathered together to greet her.
Dearest Christa, thank YOU for touching my life, for being my friend. You will always be loved and MISSed. Rest in peace.